ok i've decided to go over to lj.so you can find me at http://crackpotfool.livejournal.com/.
still deciding if i'm gonna move over totally.so for now i'll leave my blog untouched.
so randomly i'll post here and there depending on my mood.(:
oh and beware.it's very very green.(:

i'm thinking of moving everything over to my lj.it's so much easier to just blog everything in one blog rather than signing into two different ones just so i can blog.sometimes some things just can't be said to everyone.that's why i love lj's private entries.(:

but i love blog coz you can put loads of stuff in the random columns and stuff.

ok i'm off to figure out how to out my stuff in lj.and if i figure it out then to lj my webbeing shall shift.

my dad reformatted Cdrive.so my comp is working better and faster now.yay.and we're gonna get a new monitor.soon.yay.finally get a proper working one.my current one is really screwed.but at least i can still use it.(:

my sister got a freaking macbook!arh.i want also.

i feel so what the hell.i get upset that _'s pics are in your friendster.basket.you are not even mine and i feel jealous?no right amanda.no right.bah.

sjc's o's results are great!much better than our batch:(.oh pure lit was good!and mrs tan was really happy.(info courtesy of shermaine, ani and kathy(:)

TOP SCORER ROCKS!coz she's staying on in cj.yay aggie.i rock coz i predicted your 6points.haha.no la.you rock!i'm so jealous of aggie.she got the smarts and she got athletics going and she so musically inclined and she got the looks.anyway congrats girl on your 6points(:.
and the cj girls all got good enough to stay on.(:
gerald is such a big idiot.bluff me.stupid 21 points.slap you la!i don't like you anymore!stupid boy get 12!

school is stress.but it's getting better.getting into the flow of things and coping much.and catching up too.(:i need study dates with pre.1)coz i need to study hard, 2)coz i need to study with people other than cjcians or i'll soon forget there's life outside cj and 3)coz i MISS HER SO FREAKING MUCH.hello we have not met since last years' lunch at bombers.damn that's long.

bestie!it's ok.look at your options see what's the best.and work at hard at whatever you choose to embark on.i'm here for you.if you need help or opinions can just call me.my phone is on 24/7.(:but don't so crazy call at 4am.i will just say fuck you la and go back to sleep.haha.unless it's hols then feel free to call me then!haha.it's not the end.it's the begining of a new chapter.move on and move up.no matter what i <3 bestie!(:

tomorrow is gonna be long.
cathecism at 9.then mass at 1015.then chiong down to town for fundraising from 1-5.
will at least i don't have anything after that.poor taa has class cip.all the way at choa chu kang.good luck to her.
histort work is killing me!it's seriously alot.the readings are enough to kill me.
and math is getting tough.i don't understand anything about vectors.
econs is alright.other than the fact that i have a horribly terrible teacher.
thank god for chem.(:

if you are free tomorrow.head down to town between 1 to 5.and give me a call.
i'll be raising funds so you can come donate and see me dressed as a heart and laugh heartily and then donate again.

o's results out next week.good luck to all.
and gerald.you better stay on in cj.

yay.green-ness!
was thinking since i can't get my green nano seeing as i'm too poor to afford it and too impatient to wait til i've saved enough, might as well have a green blog!hehe.
i'm probably gonna hunt for a green cover for my nano.when i eventually do get around to buying it.
the plan is to get it tomorrow but i don't know if i will.see how lazy i feel after school.heh.

been having an obsession with green as well in addition to my obsession with my love.
oh and an obsession with songyao's playlist.
and an obsession with doing homework.
and an obsession with constantly tekaning/suaning ivan.
and an obsession with music.oh wait that's an old obsession.

i have been on this inanimate object for too long.time to go spend some time with human beings.
and then on to more relationships with inanimate objects as i study and prepare for school tomorrow.

oh i have an obsession with school.not exactly an obsession i want but one i force myself to have so i will do all my homework and study hard.
A's are in about ten months time.oh wait make that nine.january is coming to an end.

i'm so obsessed with justin timberlake's my love.the music is so smooth.and the lyrics are just so woah.i've been obsessed since it first came out.that's so freaking long.

if i wrote you a symphony, just to say how much you mean to me, what would you do?
if i told you you were beautiful, would you date me on the regular?
if i wrote you a love note, and made you smile with every word i wrote, what would you do?
this ring here represents my heart, but there's just one thing i need from you, saying i do.
all i want you to do is be my love.

phwoar.

priyanca lent me her grey's soundtrack.and she's gonna lend me the second one.
songyao sent me some really good songs yesterday.
so i have many many good songs.i want more!
haha.i just love songyao's ipod.his song's are like shiok la.all damn nice.(:

school's been a bitch.actually it's been fun.the jungle in the back row.ha!class joke.(wow.we have a class joke.looks like things are looking up for class relations.)

my body clock is totally screwed up.i've been sleeping way too much at odd hours.but today i didn't nap in the afternoon so hopefully i'll be able to sleep properly.

workload piling.discussed option with mum today.might be going ahead with it.have to discuss with dad.and then have to see if the school will allow me to.

weather was a little screwed up and they chose to show the day after tomorrow.how apt.

chingay has been fun.started off with an all-cj-except-our-nj-leader group.then the next training we had four additions.and one of them happens to be jeslyn's friend who crashed MI last year's chinese new year.when i crashed jeslyn's class.heh.this weekend's gonna be at j8 with some prep for the fundraising.

i get random surges of moments where i feel like crying for no reason at all.and i don't know why.they come super randomly.i think it's the stress.but i'm damn proud of myself!I DID MY MATH HOMEWORK!ON MY OWN!haha.so proud.(:first time since entering cj where i did my math on my own.and i helped yujun with a math question.oh my seriously feel so proud of myself.(:

tests looming.deadline for hist p1 research assignment looming.homework piling.option1 is tough, i'm surving but barely.the random crazy stuff we do and all the nonsense moments really takes a whole load off.most of my time in class is with sam, songyao, priyanca, goldie, ivan and edward.the jungle gang.really all the nonsense is helping.(:

i was given option1.maybe i should have choosen option2.maybe i still have the chance.maybe.

and i'm really glad i get to see you everyday.and talk to you.coz you just have this knack of doing and saying the sillyest things that make me laugh no matter how boring or tiring or painful the day has been.

school started.sucks.really don't know if i made the right choice to stay on and do j2.everyday i feel like leaving.but i promised songyao i would wait til february tests til i decide.

many many great sjc juniors(:.people like ani mainey anne aggie kathy pkhiu yujun corinne michelle and the likes.some weird ones who i never knew existed in sjc.oh well.and the random ones whom i don't really know.
and then there's gerald.

cca bazaar was so full of shit.i stuck the stupid flyer on myself and spent the whole time walking around.with marcus at first then after that with CLEO!(:she came back to visit.(:so happy to see her.was walking around talking to everyone.i swear it was boring shit to stay near the bloody booth.we targeted to recruit 7 people.we have 21 names.rocks.

school is seriously pising me off.our class is in the d block 4th floor right at the end.it sucks coz we're so isolated from everyone.we were late for assembly yesterday coz we didn't realise it was time to go down.coz we can't really hear the bell from our class and our classroom is so far away.

bused home with mainey.it's been too long girl(:.we need more rides home together.when the buses are less crowded and people are more considerate and move in.(:

srjc tomorrow.chingay.supposedly it's ice-breakers tomorrow.people from t10 going.a few of us only.pris claire gene boris weiloong noah.well at least they all said they wanted to and got the forms.edward the kfc boy is going with the people from sr who went last year.they wanted it to be a whole class thing but the rest didn't want.bah my class has shrunk to 17.t10 might go down to 16 after feb tests.arh.still deciding.

i want chocolate but my mum won't buy for me.bah.

i love the festive season coz it means i'll get to meet with the family very often.and i love that(:.

sitting in a very clean house.listening to the simon&garfunkel ld playing.enjoying the fact that all cleaning has been done.and gleefully happy with the promise from daddy that we'll go buy my psp on the 2nd.he's gonna top up what i'm short then i can pay him back later after saving up enough.(:yay.daddy rocks.

mahjong on sunday with the churchies.either taa or josh's place(:.i have to be home by 3):.but that's alright coz i've got to be home to get ready for the wedding dinner(:.where i'll see the family again(:.

and the family is coming over on new years.yay!i love family gatherings.even though sometimes i may feel a little sian but i just love the time with the family(:.most people have happy pills in friends.but my happy pills appear first and best in the family(:.

it sucks when people forget your birthday and happily talk to or message you with a merry christmas on your birthday.
23rd was spent cleaning.
christmas eve was spent cleaning.helping mummy with baking.going to northpoint to pass taa the gingersnaps.then busing down to st anne's for a very crowded pageant and mass.then to auntie pris's place for celebration with family.
christmas day was spent sleeping in.cleaning.christmas dinner at uncle steve's place.birthday wishes at midnight from family.(:
daddy was the first to wish me(:.
twinny was the first among friends to wish me(:.
thanks twinny, stef, and taa for the midnight wishes.(:
thanks limin and wong for the morning wishes.(:
thanks anisha, pet, silpa, siti, maybelle and andrea for the wishes throughout the day.
thanks clarissa, jaslyn, gerald, andrew, pre, priyanca, aneesa for the belated wishes.
thanks loraine, peggie and sondra for the early wishes.
thanks everyone else who wished me but i forgot to mention.
and all of you who didn't...are evil evil creatures who made me sad and wanna cry on my birthday.heh.
my birthday was spent....cleaning!oh how fun.nobody wanted to go out with me.and when taa did ask me i already promised my parents i'd clean the house with them.bah.
how enjoyable.threw so much rubbish out.even had stuff from as far back as primary 5.
today was spent cleaning too.argh.i thought i was gonna end up sneezing my brains out.
amd tomorrow is gonna be the last day of cleaning!yay.finally done.
hopefully we can finish it all in the morning so i can try to convince my parents to let me go to josh's house tomorrow evening.

aight and now we're off to dinner.at midnight.nice.ok well more of supper coz even though we didn't have dinner we did eat stuff throughout the day.